dearEffa.i knw you're hurt after u read my blog entry.bt i was jus stating wat i felt during tat point of time.its my point of view.cos whenever i'm wit yus,u will be like some sort of jealous.even u admit it tat time at mc.but the question is y mus u be?i was jus doing my job as a friend to mingle arnd wit them(yus,ct,mimi).cos the three of them are in a different class.so wats wrong if i were to be closer wit them?i too want to knw wats the hot topic they are talking about.and do u realise tat we're in the same class,living in the same block.almost most of my time is spent on u.i never fail to make u laugh till u cry when we're together.the two of us.then when we're with them u will be like trying to make me jealous by walking slowly till you're in line wit them.and i will be like walking in front alone.and u said im the one who ignored u?!i was like really hoping u would walk beside me.and u said tat i was so called the 'chong' for the grp.everyone has to listen to me.well,to tell u the truth u are wrong.cos u said tat everyone laugh at my jokes becos they are force to.like hello.no one was forced.they laugh w/o being forced and laugh becos they think my jokes are hilarious.bt u think the other way.u tink tat they are being forced.well,better get your facts right before accusing me.cos u haven't even knw anything and u are making assumptions.i think im so called the 'popular' one in the grp.that was y u want attention.is that the case.cos if u want the attention i can jolly well keep my mouth shut for the whole day/year or even life.so that u can have all the attention to yourself.tell all ur shits to them and see how they survive.and now u wanto get out of the grp for good.well,all i've gt to say is i'm sorry cos im ur fren.and i think without my presence u can be wit the grp and nt have any problems.like u're having nw.

p.s: im sorry once agn.if i've hurt u in any way.and i knw u will not accept my apology cos i've apologised to u loads of time.bt still acting back to square root 1.bt with tis apology nothing would happen cos action speaks louder then words.