The end is nearing with 1

"until you make peace with who you are, you'll never be content with what you have."

This phrase just got me thinking and reflecting even more and I think this holds true to how I'm feeling right now.

I don't feel as ease nowadays.
I don't feel content with what I have and I just want more.
I'm just not feeling great with the fact that 2011 is coming to an end and 2012 is coming real soon. Maybe I'm just afraid of the new year. I get this jittery feeling whenever I think about it. And I hate the feeling :( I know I know.. the new year is all about making things right, change for the better, taking the leap of faith....and the list goes on. It sounds cliche but that's what everyone do or at least for me tries to do. I surely do want to achieve that. And I think I will this year. I need to. I guess what I need now is a list to get checked before the new year arrives. I want at least half gone or better yet all the boxes ticked. Wish me luck!