Too much.

I believe I just crossed the line yet again. Over thinking things and just imagining on things that do not exist. Going through the same old story and not moving forward. I really have to stop being so immature. Maybe I just wanted everything to be perfect and just like how I pictured it in my head. Truth is, I expect too much just to be disappointed with the results. It's hard, really. You know everyone has their own problems to deal with and each problem differs. It may be considered a small problem to another person but a big one to the person experiencing it. Understanding, is a whole new level. A level I never seem to go through. Maybe I'm just too caught up with my negative train of thoughts that I begin to become unaware of my surroundings. It has always been, one for one. I have this tendency to be in MYworld mode most of the time. Everyone in my house is aware of it. That may be the reason why I'm always being ignored and just not given attention to. Karma's a bitch.

Julaina, you seriously have to stop this crap.