What i miss most.....

My Bestfriend, Effa Rizan Binte Hairuddin. We used to hang out alot in the past. Everywhere she is, you'll find me there. She's more like a sister to me. We used to do everything together and help each other out whenever one is in trouble with life, family and love. She gives great advice and always fill me in with the latest update about my surroundings. She is somehow a 'reporter' who will know the latest gossips, break ups and her latest crushes(...on actors of course). She is one of the most determined and passionate person I've come across besides my boyfriend. It scares me a little, in a good way, as to how determined she is to achieve her dreams badly. She has been there for me since Secondary 1 and I would never want to lose her because she is one of the many important people in my life:')

My most random friend ever, R9eza. Before I even begin, I'm already random to include the random name we came up with haha The most random person you will find on this planet Earth. A friend you would be with whenever you're down or having a hard time making decisions. She will always have her catchy phrase of "Hidup mesti mau happy mah.." That very phrase that never fails to be in my mind whenever I'm down or in the midst of giving up. A short yet sweet phrase that means alot. We used to hang out alot during Literature class and come up with random things to do. Like for example, acting out one of our text when the teacher gave us work to do and even tried being the character. We never fail to laugh at our randomness and just be plain random at almost everything. A day out with her will never fail to be filled with randomness. A friend I would never forget for the rest of my life :')

My two very close friends I have in TP. Masturah on the left also known as Upin and Leonard on the right. My motivation to come to TP. The 2 people who I look forward to whenever I come school and who I am very thankful to have friends like them. We used to do alot of amusing things together. Now that we're in different class and even worse different course, I feel very very naked without them :( They are the ones who will be there whenever I needed back up, the one who will never fail to put a smile on my face every single day and they are the ones who accepts me for my wrongly pronounced words and the way my tenses were all over the place. I really miss them :'( The 2 people I won't forget..ever :')

My boyfriend, Noor Loic Bin Satar. His dad is my 'best friend'. I miss how we used to see each other everyday, since we were in the same school. How we used to hang out at the canteen after school and study together. He teaches me although I'm older than him. The most intelligent human being, I swear. The way he thinks.....I'm not sure how to explain it. It's just plain genius. The first ever real boyfriend I have so the level of importance he is in my life is pretty high. One of the people in life I wouldn't want to lose be it as a boyfriend or friend :')

To sum it all up, I just miss the past. I've been breaking down alot easily these few days and I don't know why. Just thinking of the past makes my throat tight and my tears slowly accumulating together just waiting for the right time to flow out. A mixture of reminiscing and school work is constantly playing in my head. Overwhelmed is exactly how I feel :'(