Soul searching in progress. I'm sorry if I seem weird or talk to myself most of the time thinking it's funny or just trying my best to make you laugh but fail to do so. For the past 3 days I've been asking myself the same questions again and again. Still, I fail to find the answer. I'm just not myself, I can feel it. But somehow I can show I'm alright. Fact is, I'm not. What's wrong with me?!! Must be A7X....always making me reflect deeply about life and myself. Sometimes I wonder how would people react if I'm dead. Will they rejoice or sob? I'm just in a mess right now :( No worries, the usual Julaina will be back after "construction" within :) ...hopefully soon.