"OMG. It's okay, Ipin. You are not alone. People are having trouble understanding the subjects too. Don't beat yourself up too much. I know you, you really want to do well but you shouldn't forget that you deserve a rest once in a while. You have to slow down sometimes to catch up. Don't run too fast or else you will miss out on the important things. Okay?"

I was emotionally and mentally unstable hours back. But.....I feel so much better now after eating my chicken rice and also thanks to Upin and baby for comforting the depressed me. I just really want this badly but I guess I'll just have to start slow and steady in order to win the race. I can do this, I know I can! :)