Honestly, i'm not motivated to do anything......i'm having all the negative thoughts anyone could think about.......i'm just tired of everything............. and honestly, i hate this feeling. Crying doesn't solve the problem, it makes your eyes puffed up.... What helps? A pair of listening ears and comforting words.

Where is everybody when i need them most?

I realise sth today, well at least since quite some time ago..... People's lives excites me, like there's an ongoing storyline which i have to keep up with in order to find out hows the ending like. Weird..i know.