I don't really know how to feel right now. Happy, sad, moody, hyper or maybe just plain sad. Everything's just coming to me so fast. It's ugly. That's why it's called the ugly truth, duh.

I seriously don't know why I'm feeling this way. Maybe I've been letting everyone do what they want and plan and I'll just be going with the flow and not really making my own decision. I'm sad. Everything just change by an action shown or words spoken. I'm sorry for everything, really, to everyone I've known. I think I just can't stop comparing the past and now. It's a huge comparison. I know everything change, but sometimes I wonder why..perhaps it's the world. Wow, we're gonna die, someday somehow. It's just a matter of time.

Well, I'm unhappy about how things are now. I thought we made a promise to be there for each other. But you can't help it yknw, i change you change. It's okay, I mean it's normal. It's good for the future. That's why you know people from all walks of life. Some good ones and some just plain fuckers. I've experienced it but I hold no grudges, just letting it go. Cos hidup mesti mau happy mah. So true, but it takes hell lot of time.

To summarize everything, I just don't know how to feel. I'm numb.( purposely to insert the numb song from Linkin Park)

k,bye.