You are meant to be with her and she is meant to be with you. So why wait?

Moving on, life is. . . I somehow feel that I'm attracting bad luck. I don't know how long I can survive and don't be surprise if I commit suicide(wth..) My arm is broken, I think..or is it fractured? ,either way. People are just pushing me to my limits. People change for the better and is taking life as how they want it. But I'm still here still constant, behind time and not accelerating to change.

Pls survive because life isn't as beautiful as I thought it would be...