For the first time ever, I teared like someone close to me is dead. I can't describe the feeling I'm feeling now. Its all so complicating. Despite the fact saying openly to what I'm feeling now and whats going on, I thought things would change for the better. But it isn't. Its changing for the worst. Avoiding each other and not saying anything. Everything's changed. And I don't like it this way. Why can't things be like it used to be.. Was it my fault to make them realise whats going on and how am I feeling?


I really wish things would change and be like what it used to be.