Friday, September 25, 2009


Lies. There are different types of it. Some will make things better but others will just create problem. Still, it depends on what the person define lie as. I lie, I don't deny it. Everytime or most of the time, either way. Its addictive. You will just want to continue doing it. You will not feel guilty at first. But as time flies, you will gradually feel bad or guilty. That's how I'm feeling now. It sucks, like big time.



I didn't know that one lie actually forms another. Linking sia.. What to do, I'm a liar. And one more thing, i kid a lot. Like the a lot of the a lot a lot of the Pixie Lott lot. It makes people annoyed. Thus, whatever I say is a joke when actually I'm serious about it. I think I must be kidding too much that even sth serious I say is a joke. Well, maybe I just don't understand people. I just think too much about how I feel and not how others feel. I'm selfless.



So here I am to sincerely implore you to forgive me for everything or anything I've done. Be it indirectly or directly. My sarcasm, especially. But hey, I'm human and all humans make mistakes. It is only fair to forgive and let bygones be bygones.



All I have to say is live life as if its your last. There's no turning back to yesterday. Today counts. The future depends on today. I'm making a change. How about you?

Monday, September 21, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya people!









Look at tht girl in grey, my twin sister haha
ps. photo quality sucks.

Tuesday, September 08, 2009



Oh ya, just to share. Ystd had long convo with R9za during lit class and she created a name for me : J7uls.(7 is silent) haha damn random but i love Random :)After which, Break fast at Bestf's place, damn bloated but its damn nice la. esp the Boyan mashed potato :) Had another long convo.
Baoyi is officially the first person to surprise me, this morning, with my birthday gift :) Today was just feeling kind of weak inside out. I'm feeling lost, wanted to cry but just couldn't.. until when I unwrap the birthday gift, tears started to accumulate and roll down my cheeks. Walk to my room, lock myself out and cried. I was like damn touched la(and also in a way an excuse to breakdown).. I was speechless. Her words really motivated me in a way :) Thank you Baoyi, you really made my day :)


Now, I know what I'm suppose to do :) Don't worry, I'll be alright. Breaking down once in while helps :)You should try..