Juls'

Monday, November 23, 2009 10:54 PM

I don't really know how to feel right now. Happy, sad, moody, hyper or maybe just plain sad. Everything's just coming to me so fast. It's ugly. That's why it's called the ugly truth, duh.

I seriously don't know why I'm feeling this way. Maybe I've been letting everyone do what they want and plan and I'll just be going with the flow and not really making my own decision. I'm sad. Everything just change by an action shown or words spoken. I'm sorry for everything, really, to everyone I've known. I think I just can't stop comparing the past and now. It's a huge comparison. I know everything change, but sometimes I wonder why..perhaps it's the world. Wow, we're gonna die, someday somehow. It's just a matter of time.

Well, I'm unhappy about how things are now. I thought we made a promise to be there for each other. But you can't help it yknw, i change you change. It's okay, I mean it's normal. It's good for the future. That's why you know people from all walks of life. Some good ones and some just plain fuckers. I've experienced it but I hold no grudges, just letting it go. Cos hidup mesti mau happy mah. So true, but it takes hell lot of time.

To summarize everything, I just don't know how to feel. I'm numb.( purposely to insert the numb song from Linkin Park)

k,bye.

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Saturday, October 10, 2009 12:27 PM

Life has been pretty awesome lately :) Just that I'm disappointed with my prelims results :( Having said so, I'm gna work extra super damn hard for my O's which is like in 2 weeks time. So, I'm gna stay positive and tell myself, "I can , will and need to do it! It's now or never." I'm gna chiong now!!!!

k, bye.

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12:23 PM

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BESTF!

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Sunday, October 04, 2009 2:58 PM

Before ystd, which is on the 2nd, outing with the sec5s :)

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2:48 PM

Ystd's outing with Besf :) I bought a new _ _ _ and she helped me cut my fringe :) thanks bestf!

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Friday, September 25, 2009 11:08 PM

Lies. There are different types of it. Some will make things better but others will just create problem. Still, it depends on what the person define lie as. I lie, I don't deny it. Everytime or most of the time, either way. Its addictive. You will just want to continue doing it. You will not feel guilty at first. But as time flies, you will gradually feel bad or guilty. That's how I'm feeling now. It sucks, like big time.

I didn't know that one lie actually forms another. Linking sia.. What to do, I'm a liar. And one more thing, i kid a lot. Like the a lot of the a lot a lot of the Pixie Lott lot. It makes people annoyed. Thus, whatever I say is a joke when actually I'm serious about it. I think I must be kidding too much that even sth serious I say is a joke. Well, maybe I just don't understand people. I just think too much about how I feel and not how others feel. I'm selfless.

So here I am to sincerely implore you to forgive me for everything or anything I've done. Be it indirectly or directly. My sarcasm, especially. But hey, I'm human and all humans make mistakes. It is only fair to forgive and let bygones be bygones.

All I have to say is live life as if its your last. There's no turning back to yesterday. Today counts. The future depends on today. I'm making a change. How about you?

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Monday, September 21, 2009 10:26 PM

Selamat Hari Raya people!

Look at tht girl in grey, my twin sister haha

ps. photo quality sucks.

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Tuesday, September 08, 2009 1:14 PM

Oh ya, just to share. Ystd had long convo with R9za during lit class and she created a name for me : J7uls.(7 is silent) haha damn random but i love Random :)After which, Break fast at Bestf's place, damn bloated but its damn nice la. esp the Boyan mashed potato :) Had another long convo.

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12:36 PM

Baoyi is officially the first person to surprise me, this morning, with my birthday gift :) Today was just feeling kind of weak inside out. I'm feeling lost, wanted to cry but just couldn't.. until when I unwrap the birthday gift, tears started to accumulate and roll down my cheeks. Walk to my room, lock myself out and cried. I was like damn touched la(and also in a way an excuse to breakdown).. I was speechless. Her words really motivated me in a way :) Thank you Baoyi, you really made my day :)

Now, I know what I'm suppose to do :) Don't worry, I'll be alright. Breaking down once in while helps :)You should try..

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Sunday, August 30, 2009 2:16 PM

My phone's spoilt, in a way. Sorry for the inconvenience.

I will not be posting often,like obviously. Maybe just once in a while or worst come to worst after my O's :)

&& I just bought my hari raya clothes. This year's theme is black&white. But I bought dark blue colour thinking it was black at first, colour blind sia -.- Well, at least there's black beads on it :) You get it?

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