It's been a long time. But my blog is still alive, "you're alive!" I have been working alot. Hopefully my next pay can help me survive the first few weeks of school. I have been spending most of my time with Gates-turn-Bella, working. Nothing much is happening. Just the fact that school's gonna reopen reeeeeal soon. I have not even bought school stuffs eg. stationaries, shoe, pencilbox...


& I'm going to make 2009 a better year :)

2nd post of the day. Tmr I'll be in sch from 7am-12pm. Work at 4pm- closing. Man, I'm tired x/

& mum's getting me an Ipod, dad's getting me 2 pairs of converse shoes :D btw, I've gotten my eastpak & it's firered. Wooooo! striking gile.

Today for the first time I felt so tensed up and emotional. Each step closer to school, I could almost hear my heart beat. Everyone was feeling the nerves, espeacially me. During the delivery of speech from the principal, my tears was like already on the verge of flowing out and down onto my cheecks. I think I was the only one crying when the principal was delivering her speech -.- Afterwhich, it was time for us each to get our results. Effa got her results first and she got 5 points. I could then feel the tension. All the negative thoughts were like playing in my mind. Then, my name was called out after Baoyi's. My tears gathered again -.- When Ms Tay told me that I did well and that I would be happy with the results, I was like really, did I pass and she was like nodding her head. Man, I was overjoyed sia! I've gotten 6 points. Surprisingly subjects which I thought I couldn't scored, scored :D

God, I really am thankful and grateful. Thank you! Now, I need to work extra hard for my O's.
Come Effa & Mimyee let's chiong!

Thanks to those who congratulated me :)

PAY DAY! $.$

3 DAYS TO RESULTS! :(

I broke the record for the first time. It has been 1 yr but eventually I made a rash decision. Although it was only 4 days, I really am thankful. I know its going to be hard. I shouldn't have accepted cause I know it'll turn out this way. I have been lying to myself so far, not being truthful about what I say. I'm just not ready for it. I really am sorry if it has to end this way. I would rather end this now than drag till it'll be hard to let go. I know that one day you'll find the right one. I hope, I pray :)


I know you readers must be going what the hell is she talking about. Well, don't worry it has nothing to do with you. It's just something I learn for the past few days. It's ok if you don't get it because as quoted by Effa ," you're there la.. you're there.." haha (in side joke)


Work is very painful. I didn't know it was going to get this tough. But I'm going to survive, I have got to :) Thanks Effa and Kuzer for your advice. ILY \m/

New month ; new resolution.

To kick off the month, I was crying my ass off in the middle of the morning. I told my mum the truth about not having ot on Sat instead, I went to watch movie: Quarantine after work which is like 1 plus in the morning with Effa and Kopi Bean friends. The movie ended at 3 plus and we walked back home from Amk Hub. It was scary but very amazing. Its like my first and last time doing this and I think this is the most extreme thing I've ever done. Cool or what :D It was fun watching it beside Zalyla. We both were shouting our ass off. The movie is like a documentary and it really has a lot of suspending parts. Shock like hell sia.


So, I've prepared a list for the month of December.

• Stop lying, only if in complicated situation.
• Be less rude
• Buy the 'wanted' things
• SHOPPING!