Today's papers a goner. English Paper 2 was okla. But Malay Paper 2 was a real goner. I didn't even know what was I writing. And the compo was worst. I wrote out of point! D; *sigh*


and I know where to get an eastpack :D Bye.

Fucking-doodle~

Todays paper : English Paper 1; SS


English was done pretty ok. But SS's a goner :( I'm surely to fail badly or just pass mildly. I should've memorised those notes given, properly. It's over anyways.

Girlfriends and I seems to be drifting apart. I just want them to know that I'm sorry for giving you'll cold shoulders. I'm just feeling awkward with the current situation. Sorry girls :) I'll change and I hope you will too.

Well, holidays around the corner and I just can't wait to go out shopping and just relax myself ^^

I want hoodies
I want 3487 tops/bottoms
I want a headphone + ipod(which I doubt I will get it soon)
I want an EASTPACK.

I need Cash money*smiles widely*

Everything's different now. It's more stresser and its making me panic. Dealing with cold shoulder(s) in school, test after test, revision after revision and simply leading a boring life. I just can't wait for my O's Malay and N's to be over. Then, I could put my mind at ease.



Well, just now had Speech Day. Long speeches bore me to bits. After that, zoomed to POPULAR with Ivy and Effa*inserts Titanic song*. The first thing we grabbed was the basket. And zoom we went. Pulling out marker after marker. And grabbing anything we wanted insight. But after grabbing everything, we then analyse which were the most important things we really need. Thus, chucking it aside after deciding.


Rushed home, quickly change and went to library to study with Baoyi, Hao Jian and Effa. Did quite a lot. Baoyi and I both are facing the same problem and its stressing the shit out of us. I really hope this problem will end soon.
Annnd, will be meeting them on Sun. My study buddies :D

Highlight of the day: Fidah was floured, badly.

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIDAH ! Sports day was ok. The weather's very funny nowadays. Sunny, rainy, Rainy, sunny. But today was very sunny. Surprised Fidah like so many times. And indeed she was surprised ^^ After that went to watch Shutter with Nose. I screamed for a whole ten seconds, catched my breath and screamed again. And Nose was trying to quiet-en me down. Overall, I enjoyed my day. I'm estatic *smiles widely*

For the first time ever, I teared like someone close to me is dead. I can't describe the feeling I'm feeling now. Its all so complicating. Despite the fact saying openly to what I'm feeling now and whats going on, I thought things would change for the better. But it isn't. Its changing for the worst. Avoiding each other and not saying anything. Everything's changed. And I don't like it this way. Why can't things be like it used to be.. Was it my fault to make them realise whats going on and how am I feeling?


I really wish things would change and be like what it used to be.