Apparently first week of school was a bitch. I thought things would change for the better. But NO, its worst. Staying back after school for supp. lessons till about 430pm(except on thursdays) is damn tiring to the max. Now, I can't even hang out as often. Its study,study and study.

Well, today had 3 periods of literature. But Mr Tang wasn't around,again. Some say he's on permanent leave -.- I think I'm gonna flung/k my literature. So, went to slack at 4G class and Jake was like blasting all the rock,pop?,metallic songs. But mostly the metallic songs. After that,went for high achievers tea thingy at the hall. ZZZzzzzz I was like yawning every 10 seconds. What I like about this tea was the food part. I kept telling Valerie "eh,I can't wait to eat sia,hungry." And finally it was food time! I ate two rounds*grins* Then slack for a while before going for chem and phy supp. lesson. Went through some 80's chem paper and did a phy MCQ test. Had English supp. after that for oral tips. After which to Macs with Lay Kuan and CCA rehearsal. Tiring to the max! Reached home around 630pm.

This week was hectic. And I'm stresser as days pass. Adding onto the stress is some things that I never thought I would hear. Yes, people gossiping about me. I don't even know why they did that if they know somehow someone would get hurt. People just gossip as and when they like. Its like a hobby for them. What they say infront of you is different from what they think/talk to others. Its just sickening. I don't know what's their problem with me. Yes, I do admit that I am sensitive. But did you give me a chance to change and try to adapt to this fast changing world? You even gossiped about almost anything you find hard to accept. Eg, my attitude; the way I react and some others. I shan't elaborate. I thought it was over but I guess this is just the beginning. And and and you just leave the old behind and only take the new. Wth?

"Siape yang tergigit chilli, dialah yang terase pedas"my own peribahase la eh.

Just reflect.

Yesterday was the first day of school. I was super duper excited and eager to go school :D Its because:

1.I get to see my LOVESS

2.I get to seat at a new positioned chair and table

3.Of my new hairstyle:]

4.I get to see the changes in my friends

5.I'll try to adapt to the changes

6.I get to start afresh

7.See my hotstuff :D

Except for the fact that the rules has changed and I've gotten a new Co-form teacher named Ms Martin.Everything's now a rush. I'm just scared I can't cope. And just now today I had a breakdown. My tears suddenly rush to my eyes when Cikgu Ahmad was practising with me my malay oral. I really hope I won't screw up for the actual one.*palms up together*

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!~
I'm feeling guilty with myself now. I've not really did any of my revision, except some. I plan on what subject to revise for the next day but I was either distracted with the laptop or television. I'm so dead.

Well, yesterday went to watch Don't Mess With The ZOHAN with Effa & Shamir. Initially we wanted to watch Never Back Down, but it wasn't screened yet.TSK! Anyhoo, the movie I watched was super hilarious. And Shamir just can't stop doing the zohanic dance :D


Byebye June holidays :(

Meet my sister Nmr. The irritating specimen.

Friday the 13th was spent with the molies. Went to Popeye's Chicken & Biscuits for our lunch. It was our first time eating there since it was certified halal and it was sis treat. I got to say it was deliciouso! The chicken ain't bloody and it was meaty. I was damn bloated and didn't eat till I reach home.

Today wasn't quite bad actually, except my left eye kept on twitching :/

1. What’s your ambition?- To become a business women and manage my own company.
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?-Friends, of course. Boypren tak main ah..
3. Who is the person you trust most?- Family<3
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?-Just around average. I'm still learning ya know.
5. How many babies you want?- Twins :D
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?-Obvious-.-
7. What is your goal for this year?- Hmm, I got many. But the only goal I want to achieve is being able to get at least all A1 for my N's and become the next Li Ping ^^v
8. Do you believe in eternity love?-Nah, still young to understand love.
9. Have you broken someone’s heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?-Of course not!
10.What feeling do you love most?-I'm not quite sure actually.
11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?-Someone who I can rely on.
12. Which person will you like to find out about most now?- Barrack Obama
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?- YES, I do!
14. What does flying means to you?-Going far far away and never coming back.
15. Whose your bestfriend?- I have 3 : Siti, Yus and Mimi <3
16. Who's hotter, chace crawford or kevin peake - Both!
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.-Irritating,blue,lipeguard lover,funny and SKINNY,like me.
18. What have you done to please yourself?-Nothing :(
19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?-When I'm in kindergarden cause I don't need to worry about anything. I'm CAREFREE, then.
20. What are your fear(s)?-Pigeons and cockroaches.


Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all. I TAG:
1. Ros
2. Siti
3. Mimi
4. Fidah
5. Baoyi
6. Rachel
7. Ronaldo :D
8. ?

Life is precious. We, people take things for granted. Treating people unfairly, making them feel misfit and always gossiping. It's like as if we feel proud after having treating them this way, thinking that nothing similar will happen to us. But no, God is fair. Whatever wrong we did to anyone will one day happen to us. Retribution it is. The term retribution means a deserved punishment. They deserve every bit of the punishment because it is only fair that way.

Also, being jealous is the biggest enemy. It will get the best of you. Well, you may think that being jealous is just normal. But, it will lead to many conflicts. Broken friendships, having enemies and not having the same bestfriend you use to have.

Well, I guess these things that I've just mentioned are part and parcel of life. You can accept it as a lesson learnt or just ignore it. In life, every single earthlings will make mistake. It is only up to them to take necessary action and amend to the mistakes made.

Lastly, you would never know when will disaster strike or will you be living to see tmr. So, the least you can do is to tell those around you that you love them and always being able to let bygones be bygones.


I know hows the feeling being in those conditions. Shan't elaborate more. Lets just have time do the job.
ILY : Family & Gfs<3

TGIF! I can finally rest. No more supplementry lessons for now. Phew!

woohoo!~ My hair's like full volume :D bushy.


So, today I was late for supplementry lesson. I walked in class and it was silence. I sat down and Baoyi looked at me and said "Can.." smiling. Then after a while Ming Zhe called me, I turned. And he asked,"you just wake up from the tilam ah?" and I was like "yah,yah.." Well, I've got to agree that my hair was bushy and I love it that way :D


and my dear Siti Mama da ade boypren seh. Also, ytd was their 1st anniversary. Congrats,mama! ^^